high off paint fumes

Alright, in moving I really want to leave certia parts of me behind. And for the most part I did that, but it came out a bit tonight in an argument with a, friend (a bit more, but thats a long story) I was really self loathing after that, fucking angry that let someone get to me like that (the italics was unintentional by the way) Then I realized, hey, that didn't have anything to do with my enviroment that is a part of my personality and I like that, as long as I keep it under control. So I called Stephanie, my shining jewel of a best friend to rant on my way to the bodega to get a 40 oz for drew and I (drew is painting a giant graff beehive on one of my walls, because he's amazing like that) Now I am about halfway through the 40 and listening to music while drew paints away and realizing Fuuuuuck this drama, fuck thinking people are irreplacable or that things mean more than they do. I don't act my age, I am too serious and I rarely get fucking smashed and have a fun night. I'm too responsible and uptight. yea. no more.
for this little self revolution I need a playlist. It is as follows.

Atmosphere: spaghetti strapped
"here let me buy you a drink as a tolken of my erection"

Jackson 5 - I want you back
(I really need to find some girlfriends if I want to impliment this into the playlist. The fella's just don't get it)

Aesop Rock- Coffee
"just because I don't want to go to war with you, don't mean go warm un the barbeque"

Brother ali- heads down
because any song about how to give a girl good oral sex deserves a playlist top spot

Boyz 2 men-motown philly
quietly, in my room, with my headphones on, I will dance.

Common ft lilly allen- drivin me wild
strange alliance, but it puts me in the perfect chill mood

A tribe called quest - scenerio
a classic, the remix with busta isn't something to complain about either

stack bundles- n**** you food
bangin on both sides

tegan and sarah-frozen
adorable.

alright this is getting to be boring as hell and i'm about 3/4 on the 40
have a good night!